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Post by softballgal on Dec 20, 2011 23:45:57 GMT -5
"What's it like when you turn alpha?" I shivered, still remembering how it had mostly brought me to the brink of death the only time I had seen it.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 20, 2011 23:48:48 GMT -5
i forget all of my human contacts all i hear are thoughts of my pack members rage courses through my veins- i rub my leg nervously-
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Post by softballgal on Dec 20, 2011 23:51:21 GMT -5
"It's scary." I said. "Why do you go into alpha mode? Do you feel it coming?" I asked. I was taking a too keen of interest in this alpha thing, but I wanted to be prepared next time Xavier tried to kill me.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 20, 2011 23:55:00 GMT -5
yeah it is scary. and i mostly turn into alpha to either protect myself or protect others around me . just sometimes my senses get mixed up like that night you thought i was trying to kill you. and i can feel it depending on the situations and others i cant control it at all
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Post by softballgal on Dec 20, 2011 23:57:24 GMT -5
"Mostly it involves vampires though. Because the natural enemy of werewolves is vampires, so of course you want to kill them all." I said sadly.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 20, 2011 23:58:47 GMT -5
not all of the - i raise my eyebrow towards you- just most of them that cause dangers-
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Post by softballgal on Dec 21, 2011 0:01:07 GMT -5
"Explain why you originally attacked me then." I said matter of fact-like. I took a deep breath and let it out as a long suffering sigh. "How is this going to work?" I asked him, my eyes meeting his with a sad and pleading deepness.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 21, 2011 0:03:18 GMT -5
i shook my head little- im not sure how this is going to work- and like i said it was my intentions to hurt you there was another vampire in the area and i could smell him and he posed danger . i just turned into my alpha without knowing anything about it nd that when i lost contact and i dont remember anything
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Post by softballgal on Dec 21, 2011 0:07:06 GMT -5
"You threw a car at me. It pinned me into a wall, completely crushing my spine. I was pierced through the stomach, but luckily nothing hit my heart. You then continued to rip my body until it was on the verge of tearing in too." I said, looking down at the pillow. "It hurt."
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 21, 2011 0:09:54 GMT -5
i know i did . but that wasnt my that was the alpha side . i was trying to control it when i yelled at you to get out of therre by that time it was to late i couldnt do anything. im sorry- my eyes began to water as i wiped a tear slightly looking out the window-
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Post by softballgal on Dec 21, 2011 0:13:06 GMT -5
"What happens if the alpha comes out again? How can I survive that a second time? When I'm around you, I'm always watching, waiting for it to come chomping at my neck." I started crying then, harsh tears that hurt my chest as I sobbed. "It hurts to fear the person I love the most." I sobbed.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 21, 2011 0:15:44 GMT -5
i walk over you slowly limping slightly but ignoring it as i wrap my arms around you softly rocking you back and forth- i dont know but we can make it work . i bet we can i just need to work on controlling it more often
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Post by softballgal on Dec 21, 2011 0:17:45 GMT -5
"I have five years, maybe only four. Can it be done by then?" I said, laying my head into the space between your shoulder and neck.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Dec 21, 2011 0:20:11 GMT -5
i dont know but i sure will try - i wrap my arms tighter around you but not to tight bitting my lower lip trying not to cry
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Post by softballgal on Dec 21, 2011 0:23:18 GMT -5
"Xavier, I want to tell you something, but it might sound a little weird." I told him quietly.
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