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Post by softballgal on Nov 3, 2011 13:21:05 GMT -5
I yelp as my stomach stretches. I vurl to keep the skin together. IMy breathing comes out in pants. "You didn't look like you normally did. And your voice..." I said, trailing up.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 3, 2011 13:22:21 GMT -5
i know sometimes it just happens. i shake my head and then hold my head into my hands sighing loudly. i doubt you will forgive me
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Post by softballgal on Nov 3, 2011 13:24:23 GMT -5
"I would, but I'm still caucious. What caused it?" I asked, laying the tips of my fingers on a bit of exposed skin, not knowing what I was touching.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 3, 2011 13:25:38 GMT -5
not shifting for so lonh. i kind of just held back and didnt give in. sorry again
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Post by softballgal on Nov 4, 2011 0:23:59 GMT -5
"That doesn't really explain why you through a car at me and pinned me into a wall, literally." I said. "Do you hate me?" I asked seriously.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 4, 2011 13:09:50 GMT -5
i shake my head slightly- no i dont hate its more of my wolf side that does since your a vampire and im a wolf we dont match well hun
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Post by softballgal on Nov 4, 2011 13:17:25 GMT -5
His words rung truer then anything else we've talked about today. Wolves and vampires were meant to hate each other. It was incoded in their very DNA. Eventually, we would turn on each other like we did in the parking lot. It wasn't safe to be with each other. I let out a long sigh asI layed my head on the pillow. If we were to ever turn on each other, I was screwed. Xavier could kill me so easily. He was a true bred while I was nothing more than a leech. The fact saddened me, but also smile happily at Xavier's status. It was good to have power in this world. I knew how much it sucked when you had none.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 4, 2011 13:21:16 GMT -5
I sighed alittle and cringed at the thoughts running through my mind i wanted to smash them out but i only knew that we would turn on each other but some part of me did love her and i didnt want to leave her
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Post by softballgal on Nov 4, 2011 13:25:16 GMT -5
"Is this the right thing to do?" I asked. I turned towards him then. "Is it safe to be together?" I asked. I knew he was safe, but my own safety was in question.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 4, 2011 19:46:46 GMT -5
i think its right but i dont want to hurt you - hides my face with my hands shaking slightly- i dont think i could put your through another thing like that
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Post by softballgal on Nov 4, 2011 21:51:00 GMT -5
"Maybe we should take another break." I said. "Until things calm down and there aren't any doubts." I said. "Xavier, your personality change wants me dead, and there's no way I could fight against it. I'm barely any stronger than a child at this point. It will still take me a long time to heal correctly, and the car accident didn't help speed it along." I told him, leaning heavily against the bed. I was crying silently, not making a sound in the dark of the room.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 4, 2011 22:55:55 GMT -5
my body trembles shaking slightly into the dark of the room. as you wish- i sigh my body shaking slightly as the tears fall down my face but no sound comes from my mouth only the silent tear- i close my eyes tightly and cover my face again
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Post by softballgal on Nov 5, 2011 2:43:30 GMT -5
I stood up from the bed with a groan. I went towards the door and opened it, but no light entered since it was night time except the street lights outside the motel. I turned towards Xavier, where I could atleast see his shape in the dark, but not in detail. "I've been too selfish and for that I am truly sorry. I took you away from your pack, I took away years of your life, I've caused you to receive scars, and I've forced you to go against your very nature. If I had known, I believe I may have chosen a different school those years ago so that I didn't have to force you to go through this.I'm truly sorry about how awful I have been and hope you can find a way to redeem the amount of time you have lost because of me. Just know one thing. I do love you." I said. I quickly left the room, closing the door behind me. I walked quickly down the street and continued walking for a very long time.
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Post by darkangel2012 on Nov 5, 2011 4:41:35 GMT -5
my body slumped against the wall it felt like my heart was being ripped out with every step she took away from me . i knew i couldnt go after her it would only make things worse but i know i would head back to washingto to my pack for awhile and run with the wolves once again
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Post by softballgal on Nov 5, 2011 5:01:42 GMT -5
I ended up going to Denver. It was a major city with warm summers and cold winters. I was working as a professor in History. It helped that I was around when the actual events I was teaching happened. I loved my job and my students liked me as well. They called me the cool teacher which I took great pride in. I had been at the same University for 6 years. Time was fast for me usually, but these years were quite slow. Every day dragged along. I spent all my free time either correcting papers, creating new study plans, or exploring different shops in downtown. The best part of Colorado were the summer lightening storms. The thunder echoed through the campus as I was sorting through old papers in my lecture hall. I looked at the purple clouds, remembering a certain person who had a certain gift with changing the weather. I smiled sadly to myself. I had a single night class at 8, which was in about an hour.
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