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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 22:41:03 GMT -5
Cerberus licked her face, trying to get her to wake up as a naked Death sat on the ground and watched. "She's not going to wake up Cerberus, she won't." He stated bluntly, Cerberus ignored him, trying to get her up and flipping her over, he licked the blood from her stomach. The wounds healed but she had lost to much blood already. And some of the wounds were iopen because Cerberus wasn't really a pecialit in healing. Look master. Look what you did to her, she's dead. He snaped, growleing at his master. "No she isn't." Death replied, standing up and walking over to her, trying to heal the wounds again, it still idn't work. That isn't what I mean, you killed her inside, she's dead, you broke her. He shook his head a bit. "I don't care." He muttered before picking her up to go and clean her all up and then put her in clothes.
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 22:48:13 GMT -5
At the moment, Lilly was in a white place. It was nice and warm and safe. She didn't feel pain or sadness. She didn't feel anything but calm and content. It was like floating on water, but not getting wet. She wished to stay here, forever, but knew she couldn't. As soon as that came to mind, that she couldn't stay here, she was dropped into a thick pool of black water, where her wounds bled endlessly and pain never ceased. Where she was violated over and over again and hope, the white place, popped like a bubble.
Somewhere, she heard mumbling. "He isn't learning. When is he going to learn? How can we teach him?" one voice.
"She's fading, quickly. We shouldn't of sent those dreams of safety in his arms. At least the dog can take care of her.[/b]" another voice.
Lilly didn't understand who this 'she' was or who the 'he' was.
"False hope is a horrible thing indeed. It ends up crushing one more than no hope. And hopefully the dog, Cerberus, will convince him." the first voice agian.
Lilly opened her mouth to ask who they were talking about, but that only succeeded in making her fade into a deeper unconciousness where there was nothing but pitch black, and nightmares.
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 22:58:32 GMT -5
Cerberus had followed Death endlessly for the whole rest of the day, biting him and hitting him and trying to trip him. Death was just trying to stay away, anger burned at his insides and he just wanted o run away and break stuff and yell. You're an idiot master! I can't believe you did such a terrible thing to her and now she's ruined. He howled out in anger, tail smacking at death's legs. She was fine and safe with me here while you were gone and then three hours after you get back you beat her, mate her without her okay and making her fall unconcious!! He shouted. Death shook his head, sitting on the bed beside Lilly's passed out form, Cerberus was alsoon the bed, blocking her from view of him. "Quit bitching Cerberus. I don't care and that's final, I don't love her and you know it." He stated, laying back. He was it roughly at that being said. WHAT!!!! The fates are sending you a message! And you're ignoring it! Don't ignore it, you were supposed to go along with it, not kill her half way!!!!! You... You bastard man! I should eat you! Death shook his head at this and listened t Cerberus until he passed out from boredom.
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 23:07:11 GMT -5
FF-12 hours later
Lilly finally awoke. Her eyes were heavely saddened, and full of terror. She stared at the wall, eyes wet, but no tears falling. She couldn't bring herself to turn. Her stomach hurt to much to turn into a much more comfortable position anyways. I'm...alive. she thought, her voice inside belonging to someone without any hope. I'm alive. I'm alive. I'm... "Alive." she whimpered out softly, almost inaudibly as tears finally fell. She'd never felt so hurt. The voices rang in her head from her dreams. Her master would never learn to listen, and it made her very mad inside. Ignorance is bliss, huh? It seems to just make him angrier. she thought, thinking nothing but hate for her master. I hate him. I wish...I wish...I can't... she thought in dismay, knowing her master could not be killed. Tears still flowed from her eyes, restaining her face. She finally moved her head slowly to see that Cerberus had kept his promise. ...Thank you. she thought, but her face gave way to know gratefulness, just saddness, a horrible saddness.
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 23:12:18 GMT -5
Cerberus looked up as she awoke and licked hrer very gently on the face, he crawled over a bit and sniffed her. Lilly, he's asleep behind me right now. I talked to him, he was quiet when I spoke, there wasn't much arguing so I think he felt a bit bad. He informed, he heard some of the stuff she had said and was happy that she was brave enough to even think anything like that at all about their cold and heartless master. Death was awake now but his eyes were half-lidded as he listened to them without making a single sound or movement to tell he was awake at all. He was surpsrised it took so long for her to wake up but she had been wounded badly and he knew this was his fault.
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 23:16:18 GMT -5
Lilly let him lick her, it didn't cheer her up though. I don't care if he felt 'a bit bad.' I don't want to be here anymore, Cerberus. I don't want to endure more pain...I don't...I don't want to be alive here. I hate him, Cerberus. I think I truly hate him...and am starting to doubt what your theory said. He has no love in him. He has none...He's...He's nothing but a cruel, sadistic, raping bastard who doesn't deserve love. I hate him...I want him to die... she told her friend, more tears falling from her sad eyes as she did. Lilly had never hated someone before, and it made her sick. She had a temperature. But that could also be from blood loss, a cool body, and lack of food and water in her system.
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 23:23:59 GMT -5
Cerberus was right about me breaking her, i've killed a little bit of her inside and now she wants me to die, she hates my guts to no end. Death thought to himself and closed his eyes all of the way, having listened to the whole seech and now twitching inside, he felt a bit sick, like he wanted to vomit and scream but he keep it all in and was silent, totally and utterly silent. I don't have any love in me, i'ms sadictic and cruel and a bastard that rpes and kills people and hurts people and scares people and makespeople cry. That's what I do, i'm Death though and she doesn't understand, she doesn't know who Iam yet. He thought somemore about it all.
Cerberus listened to her as well and nodded his head slowly in understanding to all of it. Lilly.... I'm so sorry. But my theory may be right, it may still be right, he was trying to heal you and he cleane you and bandages you like the ast time and he was trying to watch you. But I yelled at him and he said he didn't care but hat's the only he said he didn't yell, Lilly. Not once, he didn't raise any hands. He stated, laying his head down gently.
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 23:28:45 GMT -5
It's not your fault...And I'm sorry. I cannot believe that the theory will ever come true. He may bandage me up and watch over me after beating me, but then he'll do the whole hurting process again later. Why bother bandaging me up anyways if he's just going to do that again? she asked, crying. She badly wanted to believe Cerberus, screamingly so, but there was a part of her that awakened after the second rape that she'd never known. Hopelessness. Lilly's eyes dimmed a bit at the lack of hope in her. I'm sorry...I can't believe you. she told her friend, crying more at the thought that he might leave her for not believing him.
((brb. gotta shower))
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 23:36:23 GMT -5
Cerberus rested his head near her form more so and took in her clean scent, snorting softly and letting his eyes close. I can deal with you not believing me, Lilly. I understand why you won't, but maybe thing'll change, you never know. He stated softly, agreeing with her but still agreeing with himself at the exact same time. death was listening, he had nothing to think and sat up, getting off of the bed, eyes directed at the flor as he left the room. Was he just listening...
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 23:45:18 GMT -5
Lilly watched him leave, glad he was gone. She looked away from her friend, unable to look at him for some reason. I'm sorry, Cerberus. It's just...I can't look at you. It makes me sad, cause you're trying to cheer me up, and I can't find it in myself to give in to it. she apologized, crying still. She saw a thunderstorm was rolling in through her window. It made her feel fear again, almost as great as her fear of her master. Lilly was terrified of thunder.
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 23:48:12 GMT -5
He smiled mentally and then looked out of the window, he saw the clouds and then jumped from the bed, going over and pulling the curtais closed. Cerberus walkexd t the bed, pulled himself up and laid down once again. No worries, if you want I won't try and cheer you up and then you will be able to look at me. And.... are you frightened of thunder? Cerberus asked curiously, if so t would be kind of bad because where they lived hey always had these and they were bad, the house practically attracted the storms like flies to honey.
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Post by Milk on Sept 27, 2007 23:52:49 GMT -5
Lilly looked at him, with a glimmer in her eyes that suggested he'd found a good spot, and had made her somewhat happy. Thank you. she told him, gently turning to face away from the window. Yes. Terribly so. I hide under the bed or in a closet with a blanket... she answered his question. I don't feel good, Cerberus. I feel like I'm going to throw up. she told him suddenly, looking sickly. Her stomach was empty, so there was no way she'd throw up food. Can you fix it? she asked him, since he was able to fix things in her mind. He was trying to fix her, he'd fixed her injuries as much as he could, and he was protecting her.
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Post by Koops on Sept 27, 2007 23:58:16 GMT -5
Cerberus cawled over and put his head to her stomach and thought about it for a moment, he made her stomach warm with his head. You need some water? And some food? I shall fix this for you and I shall get some water for you as well. He moved his heads and let out a low growl, something happened and about 10 seconds later food, water and medicine appeared on the lamp table beside the bed. That is all I can do to help with that Lilly, if you need to vomit i'll help you get into the bathroom. Cerberus stated, he cuddled next to her, keepingher warm and safe.
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Post by Milk on Sept 28, 2007 0:01:57 GMT -5
Lilly slowly sat up, being careful of her injuries that weren't healed, and slowly ate the food, sipped the water, and took the medicine. She was silent the entire time while she ate her first meal in really 18 hours. Thank you. You're a good friend. she complimented Cerberus, petting his fur gently.
((we need something to happen b/n lilly and death that isn't rape or abuse to get the love-show on the road. one more reply after this and i'm off for the night.))
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Post by Koops on Sept 28, 2007 0:05:10 GMT -5
Thank you as well, and you are very welcome Lilly. It's my pleasure to help you with everything you need I want you to be safe. Cerberus replied happily as he watched her eat and then closed his eyes again, he was tired and he'd stay with her, being like a giant teddy-bear. I need some sleep for now and i'll stay here an keep you as safe as I can. He muttered out bfore yawning a whiny yawn and falling into a calm sleep.
((I know, i'm going to make it happen very soon.))
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