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Post by Koops on May 13, 2008 22:17:34 GMT -5
"What the fuck, Gabriel?! You can't just leave all of the time and expect to magically find you." Avarice snaped and drank his slurpee, he could smell a familiar feminine scent that definately wasn't Gabriels. "But you always do find me at some point... I heard Lilly quit her gang today." Gabriel said slowly, sitting down on the seat. Avarice sat down to, thinking, "Hm... That's good, then I won't be able to hurt her if I get angry by seeing her anymore. I can't believe I just snapped like that, just because she reminds me of that stupid bitch..."
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Post by Milk on May 13, 2008 22:19:41 GMT -5
Lilly arched an eyebrow. What stupid bitch? The one that left you after you guys made love? Great...I love bearing that title. she thought, staying put. Sh hoped he wouldn't find her under the bed, or look for her at all.
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Post by Koops on May 13, 2008 22:32:24 GMT -5
"And she looks nothing like her at all... Nothing at all. The feeling I got when I first saw Lilly reminded me of the feeling I got when I first saw Ember." He said and laughed at himself sardonically, he hated saying the bitches name. Gabriel sighed and combed his hand through his hait. "I know, but you still shouldn't have raped her..." His friend stated and Avarice frowned, nodding in agreement. "I know, and i'm disgusted with myself fo touching Lilly like that..."
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Post by Milk on May 13, 2008 22:36:23 GMT -5
Lilly listened. Ember? and hell yeah you should not have! I'm going to have to freaking incopasitate you balls before I fucking forgive you! she thought, eyes narrowing in anger then softening. Then again... She was plotting, lots of ideas coming to mind. She was debating on physically hurting him, or making the guilt so much that he has an emotional breakdown in front of her...Or not necessarily in front of her, but an emotional breakdown. You're disgusted? How do you think I feel? she thought, hot tears trickling down her face. Maybe she wouldn't do any of that, even if she wnated to.
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 13:49:40 GMT -5
Gabriel looked at the bedroom door and then back at Avarice. "If she was here, what would you say to her?" He asked curiously, leaning forwards a little so he could hear Avarice if he mumbled it. Avarice thought silently for a while, not really knowing the answer. "I guess i'd tell her what I had done was unforgivable and I can plainly understand if she'd want to maim me and then spit on my grave. And... I'd tell her that I was sorry for doing what I did to her. She must feel so terrible, she mustve felt so bad when I did that... I humiliated her." He said quietly and then set his drink on the table, he covered his face with his hands and swallowed hard, "I'm going to turn myself into the police."
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Post by Milk on May 14, 2008 18:37:56 GMT -5
Lilly listened, very shocked at what he said. She didnt' think he'd apologize, since he was basically the most selfish human, if he was even human, being on the planet that she'd met so far. She moved out from under the bed, since he was talking into his hands. Her thought slipped out on accident; she was too enthralled by how bad he felt and how right he was. She mumbled, "Woah..."
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 19:03:53 GMT -5
Avarice's head snapped up and he looked towards Gabriel's bedroom door, eyes narrowing. "Who's in there?" He asked curiously, Gabriel coughed and shook his head, waving his hands in the air. "Nobody, no one at all! You're just hearing things." The green haired man said and stood, laughing nervously. Avarice stood and walked over to wards the door, he sniffed and leaned against the door a bit, his forehead resting against the wood.
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Post by Milk on May 14, 2008 19:05:24 GMT -5
Lilly froze, eyes wide. FUCK! How the hell- What the-....Oh, shit! she thought, waiting for him to open the door, see her, get mad and deny that everything he said was truthful. Her heart rate went up rapidly, in fear.
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 19:09:00 GMT -5
Gabriel stared at his friend silently, waiting to see what he was going to do. "Avarice?" He asked quietly, walking slowly over to his friend. Avarice swallowed closed his eyes, he didn't want to see Lilly. "I'm a very greedy person... And I always get what I want..." He whispered out and took a step back, eyes opening, they were cold, he opened the door and stared inside.
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Post by Milk on May 14, 2008 19:13:18 GMT -5
Lilly had stayed exactly where she had been on the floor, halfway under the bed, halfway out. She stared at his feet, and although she wished it wasn't there, fear was splayed out on her face. Her body was shaking a little as well. I must look so weak... she thought, looking down, her bangs hiding her face. She felt tears welling up. He makes me look weak...
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 19:20:30 GMT -5
Avarice quietly walked forward and stared down at her, his head cocking the side slightly. "What are you doing under the bed? Are you really that scared of me? Pfft, that's really foolish, get out from under there." He said to her blankly, just seeing her made feeling move up into his chest, making him remember Ember and the pain. Gabriel rushed in and pulled Avarice further away from Lilly.
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Post by Milk on May 14, 2008 19:23:10 GMT -5
Lilly fearfully got out from under the bed, and then back herself away from him until her back hit the wall. Her arms curled protectively around her body, her thoughts on what he had said. He probably didn't mean it...He was in a moment of guilt, but now that he knows I'm here, he won't apologize...I wanna go home...I wanna go home or to Sarasa's... she thought, making herself smaller. Lilly was doubting his apology and his want to turn himself in.
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 19:26:33 GMT -5
"Stop that, Lilly... You actually think i'm going to hurt you again? I'm sorry, you must've heard what I said. I was wrong to do that to you! I'm a disgusting person!" Avarice said in a loud tone and then was quieted down when Gabriel shook his head at him. "You can hit me! I'll let you do it, anywhere, beat me up until I can't move anymore! I deserve[/n] it!" He told her and looked to the ground, not wanting to look at her.
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Post by Milk on May 14, 2008 19:32:14 GMT -5
Lilly made herself a little smaller at the loud voice. She glanced up from under those thick bangs and long lashes at him, her heart still racing. She was crying again. "I...I gotta go..." she mumbled, walking past him and mumbling a thank you to Gabriel. She left the apartment, and broke into a run. Why didn't you stay and hurt him back? her thoughts echoed in confusion. SHe was confused. Why are you letting him feel so bad longer? She tripped and scraped a hole in her pants and on her knee, and she cursed out loud and glared at the sky, panting. Why are you running from him? He was apologizing, for Christ's sake! Why aren't you turning around to apologize...? She started walking again, her hand on a building's wall, thinking. IT took her a few moments to realize the two reasons why she had run from him. One: she was still weak and humilated. She wanted some time to heal so she could confidentally, without fear of him, look him in the eyes. Two: She wanted him to apologize in private, prove he wouldn't hurt her and prove to herself she didn't have to be afraid of a greedy, selfish raping bastard who only hated her because for some reason she brought up unwanted feelings. SHe was nearing Sarasa's restaurant.
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Post by Koops on May 14, 2008 19:42:01 GMT -5
He ripped himself out of Gabriel's arms and watched her leave, he narrowed his eyes and grabbed onto his chest, it hurt badly. "Fuck." He whispered and walked into the living, he grabbed his slurpee and looked over at Gabriel. "I really screwed up this time, didn't I?" Avarice asked then let out a hard laugh before leaving the apartment. Gabriel looked around and then quickly followed his best friend, walking beside him silently. "Are you really not going to hurt her?" Gabriel asked, Avarice nodded his head slightly, he wouldn't hurt her anymore.
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