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Post by Milk on Jul 2, 2008 20:29:33 GMT -5
"No, you don't have to do any of that." she mumbled and toyed absently with the browning fruit. "I need to change. And not be...me." Lilly looked up. "I'll stay. You didn't make me feel like I had to leave...I thought you'd make me anyways, so I just left so you'd...be...happy...You wouldn't of had to call anyone and then you'd have no slave and wouldn't be in this rut." She looked back down. "I'm sorry I misinterpreted, and that I'm a coward, and unobservant. I'll try to be not those things harder."
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Post by Koops on Jul 2, 2008 21:51:10 GMT -5
"I'd like it very much, if you'd stop talking yourself down in front of me." He told her quietly and took a drink of his coffee and looked at her from over the edge of it, his eyes kind of hard looking. "We both need to change, I can agree with you on that." White said and smiled a little to himself.
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Post by Milk on Jul 2, 2008 21:59:34 GMT -5
Talking myself down...? Does he mean picking on myself? Probably. she thought, looking guilty. "Yes, White." she mumbled in response to both things. She stood and threw her apple core away, then resumed her place.
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Post by Koops on Jul 2, 2008 22:33:55 GMT -5
White sighed softly and watched her for a while, he nibbled on his bottom lip gently and then rubbed his forehead. "So... What do you think that I need to improve on, personality wise I mean..." He asked Lilly curiously.
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Post by Milk on Jul 2, 2008 23:07:48 GMT -5
Lilly blinked at the question, frowning. "I...I don't know." she mumbled, shifting uncomfortably. Her upbringing had caused her to see all of her masters as infallable. Now she had to think it over fully, and look into a person that could have been that rested deep inside her, only coming out when truly comfortable. "I don't like...how...you get really guilty feeling over dumb things." she mumbled. "But I do that too...I should probably improve on that too, huh?"
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Post by Koops on Jul 2, 2008 23:12:10 GMT -5
"Yeah, we both have that bad quality in us. Hm... I dislike how I can't be of proper assitance to anyone ever... I'm a bit to optimistic, so I don't ever give straight forward advice." White said and hummed quietly in thought and then stopped. Maybe I should bring Killian over and he can tell us all of the faults we have... Naw, bad idea, he's very cruel.
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Post by Milk on Jul 2, 2008 23:14:01 GMT -5
Lilly frowned. She had liked his optimism, but she didn't say anything. "What don't you like about me, personality-wise?" she asked softly, looking up at him and ready to be told how worthless she was indeed.
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Post by Koops on Jul 2, 2008 23:17:00 GMT -5
White thought about this for a while and frowned to himself. "Truthfully, you're rather depressing... And you seem pessimistic... You need to get some friends. And go out without being told when you can and can't leave." He told her in a truthful and happy tone a of voice, he had been smiling the whole time he had spoken.
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Post by Milk on Jul 2, 2008 23:21:30 GMT -5
Lilly sighed, and heard herself say in her head, I knew it! "Well...We balance each other out on one thing." she commented quietly, referring to his stubborn optimism, and her constant pessimism. She licked her lips in thought, then said, "It might be awhile before I get over the depression and pessimism."
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Post by Koops on Jul 3, 2008 0:32:57 GMT -5
"Don't worry, because you may have to wait a while before I get over my exaggerated optimism and also my overly guiltiness." White said with a wide smile on his lips, he wasn't as upset as he had been the day before.
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Post by Milk on Jul 3, 2008 0:35:15 GMT -5
Lilly smiled and looked up at him again. "That's good, I think..." she mumbled, then was interupted by a yawn. She rubbed her eyes and looked back up at him. "It's almost six...What are you doing today, White?" she asked.
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Post by Koops on Jul 3, 2008 0:38:22 GMT -5
"I haven't got any actual plans yet... But how about, we go out to the mall on the other side of the meadow? We can split up in there and you can get yourself so clothes and maybe make sme friends." White said thoughtfully and took yet another drink of his coffee.
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Post by Milk on Jul 3, 2008 0:40:53 GMT -5
Lilly went numb inside with two things- eagerness and fear. The mall. She'd been to several before, not for herself, but for her masters and their friends and children. And she dreaded it. She stood out there like a sore...demented...thumb. "S...ure..." she choked out, trying to conceal her anxiety. There was another reason she dreaded it- she wasn't used to spending money on herself. Somehow, it made her very, very nervous. Like she was being tested, and doing one thing wrong would result in pain for her.
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Post by Koops on Jul 3, 2008 0:50:13 GMT -5
His eyebrows rose up at her hesitance and he smiled a little bit more. "Don't worry about anything alright, I want you to be happy, and have a good time." White said, he didn't mind this at all, he had to go and get some new clothing for himself anyways while he was there.
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Post by Milk on Jul 3, 2008 0:51:28 GMT -5
Lilly nodded and was silent for a few moments, before mumbling, "I don't have any money." She frowned, but knew she wasn't out of the clear. White was probably wealthy, and would just give her money or a card or something. Or she'd end up spending the day with him.
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