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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 0:27:20 GMT -5
Lilly watched the previews silently. She slowly began eating more and more of the popcorn, until she was full and feeling sick. Sometime in the middle of hte movie, she shifted her posture and rested her head on White's shoulder, eyes half-lidded. She smiled at the antics of the main character, but didn't really laugh. She mumbled something about the lady being very pretty.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 0:37:52 GMT -5
He was surprised that Lilly had done this but smiled and put his arm aound her shoulders. Ha... Some people would say that I was getting 'fresh' with her... White thought to himself and chuckled softly before mumbling back an agreement to Lilly's statement of the woman being pretty.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 0:40:04 GMT -5
Lilly rubbed her eyes when the movie was over. She'd eaten most of the popcorn, and hoped that White wasn't upset about that. She looked up at him as the credits rolled on the screen, waiting for him to do something as was her typical response.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 0:53:29 GMT -5
White stretched a little and then got up from his seat and helped Lilly up from her seat and smiled at her. "That was a good movie, no?" He asked and took one of her hands gently into his and lead her out of the theater and out to the parking lot to go to his car.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 0:55:57 GMT -5
"Yeah." she answered, watching his face as they walked. "Um...Do you want anything for Dinner?"
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 0:58:52 GMT -5
"You, I want to eat you for dinner." White replied and gave Lilly a teasing smile and wink, he was just making fun. "But in all seriousness, I can't think of anything that I might want to eat..." He muttered out thoughtfully and then let go of Lilly's hand so he could get into the car.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 1:02:57 GMT -5
She flushed red and stumbled over her feet. She got in the car once they were there and buckled up, still dark red. She stared at her lap, embarrassed.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 1:05:18 GMT -5
He started to car and drove out of the parking lot and towards home. White would look at Lilly every now and then, pondering about the blush she had on her cheeks. "You know I like you a lot, right?" The man questioned, his eyes now on the road.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 1:07:48 GMT -5
"Yeah, you tell me all the time." she answered. Lilly looked up slowly, her eyes questioning. She didn't understand what he kept telling her all the time. I like you a lot too White.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 1:14:03 GMT -5
White didn't look back at her, he was thinking hard to himself about what he should say. "It's the truth... And, i'm trying to tell you, that I like you more then a normal type of like... Do you understand? I like you more than a friend..." He said in a serious voice and glanced at her for a moment and then looked away again.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 1:18:52 GMT -5
Lilly slowly processed the words. He liked her...more than as a friend...? Her breathing picked up, and forgotten pain resurfaced. She looked at her lap once more, silent and holding back tears and disagreements. He can't like me like that...He can't...He can't... she thought, afraid. She'd been in love once in her life, and that man crushed her. White wouldn't do that though...NOt intentionally... She reminded herself. Then pessimism took over, telling her, He could always find someone 100 times better than you in every way. It's just a crush.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 1:27:42 GMT -5
"Lilly...? Are you alright?" White asked after a while of silence, he had a feeling he had done something very wrong. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, And I didn't mean to make you upset, I just wanted to tell you. And if you don't like me that way you can just tell me and i'll never bring it up again." He said anxiously, he was worried and embarassed now, but he saw his street coming up and that made him feel better.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 1:31:07 GMT -5
Lilly frowned and started to talk, her voice cracking a bit. "No...It's fine. I mean, I'm...um..fine...It's..." She was stammering, trying to keep the pain down and concentrate on forming a coherent sentence and not cry while doing it. "See...It's not that...I don't not like you, but...You shouldn't like me. It's...It's not a good idea. I'm no good." She knew he'd hate her answer, for in it she put herself down, was pessimistic, and was sad and upset. Yup, this was a good example of why not to like her. But she'd done one good thing, sort of; she admitted she liked him with a double negative.
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Post by Koops on Jul 25, 2008 1:42:41 GMT -5
He frowned deeply and parked his car in his driveway, then turned the car off and just sat there quietly for a while, staring at the steering wheel. "How can you possibly know what i think is going to be a bad idea? If I didn't think keeping you with me was a good idea you wouldn't be here with me... And anyways, i've already made up my mind on how I feel about you... I love you, and that won't ever change." White told her and then undid his seat belt and got out of the car, slamming his door shut behind him and then walked inside of the house, leaving the door open for Lilly t come in too.
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Post by Milk on Jul 25, 2008 1:48:15 GMT -5
Lilly stared at her lap while he spoke, frowning to herself. She stayed where she was, even after he went inside. He's upset. She blinked. It's your fault. Another blink, this one was wet. She finally undid her seatbelt and got out of the car. She silently crept inside and shut the door, then went to her room. She shut her bedroom door and approached the bed, then stopped. She was angry at herself again. She moved away from the bed and went into the closet, sitting on the floor. She sat in punishment formation, eyes low and water slipping silently over her cheeks. You're so wrong. You're so disgusting...How can he really love you like that? How? THere's nothing good about you. She was temporarily reverting back to slave mode, as a result of her nightmares and past experiences. IT'd pass soon.
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