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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 5, 2009 15:35:00 GMT -5
He could feel her urging him foreward, encouraging him to take what he wanted most. Pushing her up against the rock wall, he moved both of his hands up to her face, kissing her rougher and with more dominance this time. He could feel his body warming from the friction of his body moving against hers, fighting off the cold of the rain.
The way Colby said 'please' sent a surge of guilt pulsing through Hayven. "Maybe....maybe we should wait." he said, her words stinging him. It was as if she was begging him to not hurt her, at least thats how it sounded to him.
*Well, seeing you naked would be a start* Damon thought, a smirk spreading across his lips. "Don't worry about it." was all he said instead, knowing that If he told her what he wanted from her she would probably demand never to be left alone with him again.
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Post by Milk on Jun 5, 2009 15:45:47 GMT -5
Caryssa let out a soft, pleasant gasp and kissed him back, matching him in passion. She clung to him while he pinned her to the wall, her body reacting in an eager way she wasn't used to. Her scent was overflowing with need for something intimate- a need to be with whomever was arousing her.
SHe blinked. "No!" she tugged on him. "No, I need this..." she whimpered. She didn't know that her words sounded like a plea- he hadn't hurt her before, and she knew he wouldn't now, but she didn't know if what she could handle was what their baby(s) could handle. "You need this too..."
She caught the smirk and rolled her eyes. "How about one minute?" she asked, refering to nudity. "One minute, you get to see whatever part of me you want to see- be it one part or whole- and for one minute. No clothes, or any outfit." She glanced at him to see how he'd react. "I mean, seriously, I owe you bigtime. You could get in so much trouble for what you did..."
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 5, 2009 16:05:07 GMT -5
Smelling the scent eminating from Caryssa only made Aynon more dominant as he towered over her, wanting to take from her what he had desired when he first laid eyes on her. He felt lust and desire overtake all his other emotions as he moved his hands down her body, resting them on her hips as he deepened their kiss. He was afraid of where this might lead if things kept escilating- afriad and eager.
"I have everything I need right here." he said, kissing her forehead gently. "Don't do this for me. We can wait. You're all I need, and as long as I have you the rest can come later. The only thing that's gonna kill me is that I know EXACTLY what I'm missing." he joked, smiling. However, he was pretty sure he was going to have a killer case of blue balls after all of this.
"Uhh.." Damon laughed, a surge of lust pulsing through him at the mere thought of seeing her naked. "No." He said, his voice firm and sure. "If I see you naked, theres going to be nothing stopping me from taking what I want from you." He said it as more of a fact than anything else, because he knew seeing her naked would send him over the edge.
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Post by Milk on Jun 5, 2009 16:20:13 GMT -5
Caryssa moaned softly at the feel of his hands. Her body moved up against him, rubbing. She wanted to go further. It was scary, definitely, but some strange instinctual need was demanding she do this now.
She stared at him, looking like she wanted to cry. She nuzzled his neck instead, wishing she hadn't said anything. Hormones- gotta love them. Colby just kept nuzzling his neck affectionately to forget the buzz-kill move she'd made.
"If you've got a condom I probably wouldn't mind," she said blatantly. She hadn't had any sex in a long time, and hell, he was pretty good looking. But if he had no condom, spermicidal lube, etc, then it was all over. Her main request was just the condom though- the lube would've been a bonus in her case. "I, uh...seem to be super-fertile or something, so...if you wanted to do it, I'd request you get some condoms first."
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 11, 2009 8:31:24 GMT -5
Caryssa's moan sent every sane part of Aynon that had demanded that he stop what he was doing because of the reprocussions it might have over the edge. He lost all restraint or self control that might have otherwise stopped him as he moved his hands up her body, exploring the otherwise forbidden parts of her.
"Oh, love, why are you torturing me like this?" Hayven asked playfully in response to Colby's nuzzling, although he could definately say this was worse than the pain he'd had to endure when he'd been stabbed by Zhadist. "You know how much I want you." He said, kissing her softly, "But I also want you healthy. I mean, what if theres not enough room in you for me, with the baby being there and all?" Hayven asked, totally serious in his questioning. "But hey, you know what they say," Hayven said, a mischevious smile creeping onto his face, "Sex is even better when you abstain for a while. Once that baby comes out, your all mine. Maybe to let out some of this sexual energy, the two of us can go out and buy you some sexy outfits for when we finally can make lover" He whispered, knowing full well it would probably be a waste of money because by the time the baby came he would probably be so impatient in need for her that he'd rip off whatever she was wearing anyways. His whole body was tense with desire and need for her, as well as with the fact that it was dealing with another unfamiliar factor- restraint. Hayven had never really bothered with exercising restriant, he'd never found something worth going out of his way to restrian himself over- until now. It was hard as hell- harder than even he had imagined, especially since it was Colby and she was naked in front of him- but he knew the only thing that would hurt worse was if he accidentally hurt her.
Damon's head whipped around, his eyes boring into her. "Do you have a death wish?" he asked, his tone both surprised and condemning at the same time. "I suggues you close your mouth while you still can before you offer up something that you'll regret. I'm not the gentle type, if you get what I mean, and this is your last chance to back out. You offer me yourself again, and I'm going to take you, whether you like it or not." he said, his words bordering between a promise and a threat. He almost felt bad for her, not knowing what she was getting herself into and all...almost. But not enough to refuse her if she offered again. His hands tightened around the steering wheel as his nuckles whitened, his whole body tensing in anticipation.
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Post by Milk on Jun 11, 2009 11:24:34 GMT -5
While he explored, her shirt started to get higher and higher on her body, exposing her perfect belly and cute little belly button. She moaned every time his hand grazed over her neck which was sensitive, very sensitive due to his bite. He didn't know this, but there was also a spot behind her ears that made her grin and relax. "Aynon," she moaned out in a breath, then another moan followed.
Colby frowned. "I'll be exhausted after the birth, and what if we get interupted over and over and over again because, well, children follow births..." She sighed. Her parents- hooker and asshole or not- had seldom fucked in her home growing up. At least, not while she was in it. They'd had to leave first to get a room elsewhere, and since they were cheap, they just decided to not to do it at all. Colby looked understanding though- and as much as she hated it- she agreed. But she was still sad they couldn't fuck. "What about oral?" she asked finally. She was still horney.
Stephen was silent for a long time. She took his outburst as a smack to the face of her character, and as a 'no, i do not have a condom.' She hurt, but she didn't know why. And she didn't care to explore. She sighed and wished she had a cigarette, or some vodka. She was very reliant on those things to clear her head, because otherwise she did even more unhealthier things. In high school it had ranged from one emo incident (the scar is still on her wrist to this day) to tossing up her lunch every day and her dinner every night (she never ate breakfast) in order to appease her condescending, judgemental aunt who insisted that 109 pounts was overweight, as well as to look good so Beth didn't get the bad end of gossip. "Are we almost home?" she finally asked after awhile, tone distant as she was still thinking of ways to preoccupy her mind. Stephen pretty much had zero cooking abilities, unless dialing the phone counted as one. She couldn't draw. She couldn't sing. She could dance, but they didn't have music as far as she could tell at the house, so that wasn't worthwhile to think about. Sex was really starting to look like the only option.
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 25, 2009 18:11:58 GMT -5
"I'm sorry." Aynon said, stepping back and assuming her reason for saying his name to be to make him stop. "I shouldn't have.....I'm not sure what I was...." Aynon stopped himself, unable to lie to her like this. He knew exactly what he had been thinking- he had been thinking of what she would look like naked, and how she would feel under him, and what it would be like for him to wake up with her in his arms. *What the hell is wrong with me* he thought, shaking his head as he balled his hands into fists. This was wrong, all of this was wrong- the fact that he had turned her into something she hadn't consented to, and that now he was taking advantage of her and takeing from her what he had coveted even when he first laid eyes on her back in the coffe shop was wrong.
"Not until we get a doctors consent." Hayven said, moving foreward and kissing her neck affectionately. "Besides, love, we need to set up an appointment to see how the pregnancy's going anyways." A mischevios grin spread across his face as he thought of what he had planned for the two of them when his pain-in-the-ass brother Aynon finally let the two of them go to the city. Glad she couldn't see the grin on his face, he lovingly nuzzled her neck before looking up at the sky. Running his hands up and down her arms, he pulled her body towards his, wrapping his arms around her in an effort to warm her. "We should get you inside, I wouldn't want you to catch a cold. Besides, I don't think I'd survive a combination of your pregnant hormones and your cold-induced grumpiness." He joked, grinning.
A pang of guilt surged through him as the pain in the words she spoke shone through. Stopping the car a few miles from the house, he sat still for a minute before turning to her. "I didn't mean to.....I don't mean to hurt you." He said, the kindness he often had while speaking to his brothers now in his face as he looked at her.
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Post by Milk on Jun 25, 2009 18:21:11 GMT -5
Caryssa was confused at his withdrawal. "What? You weren't..." She flushed. "The...It just slipped..." She flushed darker and looked away, feeling awful about making him think he'd done wrong to her- even if he technically had. "I've dreamed about you..." she suddenly said, cheeks hot and pink still.
Colby laughed and hugged him back. "God, I'm still horny though..." she grumbled angrily and nuzzled him to forget it. "I love you." SHe inhaled his intoxicating scent and made a pleasant wolf noise.
"What are you talking about?" she asked, looking confused as to how he knew she was hurting. She looked at him, expression tired. Stephen kicked her shoes off after a second, her heals aching from the type of shoe she was wearing.
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 25, 2009 18:43:23 GMT -5
His whole face turned three shades of red, which was an unusual color on him considering how very rare it was for him to show any emotion whatsoever. "I heard. I mean, I heard you, when you were dreaming about me...you said my name." He said, feeling totally caught off gaurd. He had never meant to bring this up, especailly not while they were so close to eachother, all alone in the forest. Rationalizing the event to himself, he reminded himself that people had no control over their dreams, and that she had probably not wanted to dream about him in the first place, especially with what he had done to her and all.
Hayvens muscles tightened as his body begged to do what came second nature to him and climb on top of her. "I love you too." He said, taking a sharp breath as he fought the urge to make love to her like he had been fantasizing about all day. "Do me a favor though, don't wear anything low cut or tight for the next few months," he said, half joking, "Because I'm gonna have sex with you on the mind all the time and seeing you in anything that shows even a little skin is gonna remind me of exactly what I'm not having." he said, knowing even a kiss was probably gonna be enough to set him off with how bad he wanted her and knowing damn well there was no way he wasn't gonna kiss her theese next few months. "If only you were fat an ugly, with lots of warts and a few missing teeth." he joked, moving up her neck and sucking on her earlobe playfully. He knew he'd better stop before he went to far again. Pulling back, he took her hand in his and began to lead her towards the shelter of the house.
"I can hear it in your voice." he explained, averting his gaze back to the steering wheel to avoid looking into her eyes. "Just don't worry about anything that I say- I mean, you know how much of an asshole I am. Its kind of like a complusion, being mean and all. Its nothing personal." He said, knowing damn well that it was personal- the only reason he was mean to her was because he liked her so much.
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Post by Milk on Jun 25, 2009 18:53:54 GMT -5
"In my dream we were doing the same thing..." she mumbled. "Camping, it started to rain...You took me into the tent..." Her face turned pink. "That week I was in pain and recovering from...well, you know...I dreamed about you every night that I had dreams..." Caryssa swallowed, licking her lips. "I still like you, you know." Her new instincts were screaming with every ounce of her being to jump him. She was shaking at the feeling.
Colby laughed. "OKay, I won't...And I know for a fact werewolf pregnancies last only a month, so only a few weeks of that," she assured him with and kiss. "And then we can...you know..." She kissed him again.
"You said you were mean to me because you wanted to screw me, so it's very damn personal," she grumbled and looked away.
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 25, 2009 19:22:25 GMT -5
He swallowed, knowing that this was DEFINATELY worse than he had initially thought. It was bad enough with him only liking her, but now..... "You shouldn't. Look at all I've taken from you. Remember how selfish I was, effectively ending the life you lead by turning you into what you are. I didn't do it for all that noble wanting to save your life bullshit, I did it because I liked you." He said, hoping that would be enough to repulse her until he knew it was safe to return her to the city. Her liking him was dangerous for her- if he gave in and they became involved with eachother, she'd be exposed to the same dangers they'd faced back at the mansion- she'd never be able to lead even a relatively normal life.
"Make mad passionate werewolf love." he finished her sentence playfully with a mischevious grin on his face. Half laughing as he lifted her up, he carried her out of the hot spring in a dead run.
"Well then you should be flattered, not offended." he reminded her, his voice returning to its rough tone as his features hardened. in response to her grumbly mood. "What the fuck do you want me to do? You want me to be nice to you and get to know you and fuck you and then leave you to return to your life back in the city?" he asked, for once showing to her the thoughts that consumed his mind while he was around her. "Because trust me, a broken hear hurts a hell of a lot worse than a few fuckin hurt feelings."
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Post by Milk on Jun 25, 2009 19:38:01 GMT -5
"I figured it was," she mumbled. "I mean, based on books...I've never read about an impulsive knight." Caryssa stared at her feet. She leaned against the rock. "You said that when it was safe, I could return to some of my normalacy..." she mumbled pathetically. "I don't see why I can't...why we can't be together..."
She shivered and moved against him happily. "Yes, that one!"
Her mind wasn't quite on that level. "I just meant have sex once, get rid of hte frustration..." she mumbled and then flushed. "Woah, wait a minute...do you like me?" she asked, blinking in confusion. She didn't realize that she was fond of him quite yet- but she definitely lusted for him.
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 25, 2009 20:54:26 GMT -5
"You can't be with me if you want a normal life. I am not normal." He said, his tone wavering as if he was attempting and failing to control himself. He emphasized the 'not normal' part, wanting her to see things the way he did. "Caryssa, you need to start thinking about what's best for you- I'M not best for you." he said, a pained expression crossing his face as if the truth hurt him.
Laughing, he brought her into the house and up to her room. Helping her to change into some warm clothes, he made her lay down and covered her with blankets. "Here, I'll make you some soup." Hayven said, his tone implying he wanted her to stay lying down instead of being on her feet.
"Would I be having this conversation with you if I didn't?" Damon said, his tone mixing between frustration and relief at finally coming clean. "Of course I like you. If I didn't, I would just take what I wanted from you without giving a fuck about how it would affect you. And why the hell do you think I brought your friend here to see you? I can see you cracking under the pressure- you needed a release, and I was hoping she would do it for you, but I guess not...." he said, his tone drifting off at the end.
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Post by Milk on Jun 25, 2009 21:04:30 GMT -5
Caryssa felt a similar expression cross her face. "Y...yeah, I guess..." she mumbled sadly and hugged herself, rubbing for warmth. She was frowning sadly- she really wanted to be intimate with him, and now would be the only time since it wasn't allowed in the house. "When will this rain let up..." she mumbled absently, heart filled with longing but brain protesting what the heart desired most.
Stephen shrugged. "I don't know why your agreed to the friend thing- I guess I should have seen..." She shrugged again and flushed. "She would do what for me? Stop the pressure?" She was confused- what pressure was he talking about? Her sadness? Her anger? Her...well...sexual frustrations?
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Post by eveangeline7 on Jun 25, 2009 21:28:41 GMT -5
"Awww christ...here.." he said, pulling her into his body to keep her warm. "I'm just going to hold you.." he said, as if to warn her more than anything else. "Thats all...." he whispered, wrapping his arms around her and breathing in her scent. "....until the rain lets up..." he added, silently praying that it would rain like it had on Noah's arc.
"Ease your self destructive nature." he explained, more as a fact than an observation. He had been watching her for a long time, and even when he wasn't it was as if his body was specifically in tune with hers, his mind unintentionally tracking her every movement. He suspected that because of her inner turmoil, he knew her better than she knew herself.
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